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Three 'Other' stories in one go. (Three chapters from the 'Other'book.)
“But are not the dreams of poets and the tales of travellers notoriously false?”
The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #12; ‘the Artist Formerly known Ass’. (An Other multimedia alinear storyline)
yesterday i wrote some stuff, got some advice from Alan Moore, wanted to post it, type it in, feel to tired to do it.
i want to do more work, write, paint, draw, fotography, embroidery something is pushing me down, making me tired, not being able to work.
The spirit of Borges has left me i think, now four 'Other' writers, earleir mentioned inspire me, Alejandro Jodorowski asks a mention too
Alejandro on the line, answers, thats good company, yes, it is, inside raging, wanting to make my new life possible, end this one
Wasting my talents by doing something that costs me too much, doesn't feed me as it should, i invoke the sefiroth of the Tree of Life
An end.
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The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #13; ‘The end of the NWO Empire’. (An Other multimedia alinear storyline)
by stephenfry
Tory Banker Sir David Scholey poses by dead lion after shooting it for holiday fun yfrog.com/nwaqonj
@JeremyJHardy decadence isn't dead yet, it just hides better. I think decadence got a new life or is it death rattle of an NWO empire
Hu-rraah, this tweet, the picture of a banker on holiday, posing with the lion he shot, it makes me think of the decadence of the sundown of the roman empire. Is it maybe because I used this analogy before in one of my books, describing the decline of the western empire. In the answer tweet I call it the NWO (New World Order) empire. It looks like it, smells like it and I am dancing around a similly many use and I like to avoid but still meaning the same thing. Why, because I am a writer and a writer chooses new words, strings of words to describe all that the humans do and I rather use words humans do not use or hear often.
It is about empire, that what the ‘elite’ or governance does for entertainment, can get away with and Joe Average (or vice versa) risks jail for if he ever thought or did kill a live lion. They are endangered, there is not much sport in it anymore, not in this day and age, it is pure decadence. The same decadence that is destroying our economies, feeding the socalled ‘elite’ and hardworking Joe Average (or vice versa) can be thankfull he can still have his pint with his mates, after he has been drinking at home because the pubs are getting expensive too.
What could be the signs of decline of an empire, too many managers, too many rules and regulations, a gap between rich and poor being called an abyss between middle class and upperclass. The middle class has become one with the lower class. The use of the words ‘war’ and ‘terror’ in the media driving the masses do enlist in warfare against any ‘enemy’. The word strategy reached the educational and markets, everything is war. War makes developments possible, keeps people busy, keeps economies running until all has been conquered. What to do then !?
An end.
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“A man of genius makes no mistakes; his errors are volitional and are the portals of discovery.”
James Joyce
The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #14; ‘Self –sacrifice & transdimensional Self’. (An Other multimedia alinear storyline)
The Chapter; Self sacrifce. To me the illumination meant the sacrifce of ego to become enlightened.
I was well on my way becoming and being myself, balancing all the parts of myself but my sense of integrity got in the way.
In weekends i drank a lot (beer) & smoked pot to keep myself afloat, on the other hand the pot helped to deconstruct the matrix of my mind.
Mind, i call it a ghost, is a being who collects stories & makes you live by the stories it collected. The total narrative is a ghostland.
The ghostland is a collection of stories that have imprinted themselves because of a certain emotional intensity.
Because of this emotional intensity we repeat these stories our whole life untill we choose to break that program.
The ghostnarrative is not only our personal story but also information we imprint from people who live around us.
In the illumination game we sacrifice the personalstory/narrative and at the end of the road there is no narrative.
No narrative means that you are able to show any kind of behaviour & perform any act, produce any kind of information needed.
In spiritual language this is called planetary or cosmic mind, we/you can assume any role or job you'd like.
Planetary or cosmic mind can be reached by any one who has the inclination & tenacity to reach it.
Most do not reach it, caught in the web of life, being someone, having a family, getting lost in the illusions of the human realm.
The illuminatus is ultimately a mirror to the world around him/her, knowing everything around him/her.
A nahual is the Latin American variety of the Western illuminatus, that which is called bodhi(sattva) in Asia.
The nahual is a teaching born from shamanism but ends -describes- in the same science to be found in the vedic literature.
If the spanic conquistadores and catholic church had been less overzealous with their book burnings we could read those (mayan) books.
The mayan/american sciences are mostly concerned with energy, energy of the world & all that is to be seen & expereinced in this realm.
Even when the books are lost, most shamans killed, the science is still there in the monuments & artworks they made telling the cosmo-
Comological narrative, the ghostland of the people as they called themselves, because they live(d) in balance with their natural habitat.
Sacrifice was a way to become one with the world we live in, we sacrifice to receive gifts from the our natural habitat.
The american shamans sacrificed their lifestories, their personal narrative to become one with the natural habitat.
When the first shamans enterd that stage of illumination they discoverd that what they thought was illusory was real, other realms of life.
That stage of illumination also made shapechange possible, experiencing all that was in the human realms and later beyond it.
The problem became describing it without loosing the ability to do these things, boxing themselves in, one of the traps of the path.
Even on the path of illumination of illumination we make choices, choices create opportunities or box us in.
In human life & in illumination there is the problem of free will, it doesn't exist, its an illusion, choice only creates new destinations.
There are destinations in life & destinations beyond life, those in life are obvious those beyond more esoteric or extraterrestrial.
The esoteric are (re)incarnations & the extraterestrial are the tricky ones, travel to another universe planet & start a new life.
The extraterestrial jump is tricky because one needs a lot of energy to reach that other place, where ever that might be.
The extraterestrial jump means going through the void to that other planet/place, from deathbed in to the void on to that new world.
After that gathering of energy to establish the material/lightbody we can live live in/on that new world, the ghost travels with us, intent
Intent is thoughtpower, the will tod something, in an illuminate/nahual this can be very strong, depending on his/her choice(s) on the path.
On all continents intent is trained & focused through the use of rituals & spiritual tools, in the end all one needs is intent, thoughtpower
An end.
The ‘Other’ Twitter AlephBeth book.
The ‘Other’ Twitter AlephBeth book.
(An Other multimedia alinear storyline)
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Introduction.
I have been working on my ‘other’ book for a while and i ended up writing in twittermode, getting my thoughts together, describing situations and feelings i had in that period. It is the same procedure i follow with the ‘Other’ book, the human realm gives me ideas to write about. The ridiculousness and ordered chaos of the human realm inspires me to write stories and define the problems and solutions with a suburbanfantasy twist. That is the World i am part of and colors my understanding and insights in the behaviour and workings of the human realm. The twitter chapters got out hand and i decided to create a separate book with these twitter chapters but also to add a bit of caballism trying to frame the nonsense of the human realm in matrix that is understandable for me. Here before you you find the ‘Other’-AlephBeth, a hypersigil in which i create a house and open the floodgates of fortune to fill my bank account and wallet. This book is a literary and verbal feng shui to change my life in to the life i aspired to have since i was a kid.
I thank Alan Moore, Grant Morrison, Neil Gaiman, Warren Ellis, James Curcio and Alejandro Jodorowski for inspiring me to do this work. Special thanks to James Curcio for giving permission to use our twitterconversation.
I hope you will enjoy this booklet as much as i enjoyed writing it and putting all caballistic flourishes together to finalize this little piece of verbal artwork.
Gabriel Xiloj
Vinchotte/Oldambt
Netherlands
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Index.
1.0. West. Peshat .
1.1. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #1 ; Keter : "Crown"
1.2. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #2 ; Chochmah : "Wisdom"
1.3. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #3 ; Binah : "Understanding"
2.0. North. Remez.
2.1. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #4 ; Daat : "Knowledge"
3.0. East. Derash.
3.1. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #6 ; Gevurah : "Severity"
3.2. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #7 ; Rachamim : "Beauty
4.0. South. Sod.
4.1. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #8 ; Netzach : "Eternity"
4.2. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #9 ; Hod : "Splendor"
4.3. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #10 ; Yesod : "Foundation
5.0. Center.
5.1. Malkuth (kingdom) : "Kingship": Divine Plan.
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1.0.Peshat (lit. "simple"): the direct interpretations of meaning.
“I am convinced that most people do not grow up… We marry and dare to have children and call that growing up. I think what we do is mostly grow old. We carry accumulation of years in our bodies, and on our faces, but generally our real selves, the children inside, are innocent and shy as Magnolias.”
Maya Angelou, Letter to My Daughter
1.1.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #1 ; Keter (supernal crown, representing above-conscious will) Divine Will to create/Infinite Light of the Creator/the Hebrew name of God "Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh-I Am that I Am". Skull, , Encompassing crown, Da'at elyon.
Keter ("Crown" in Hebrew: כתר) also known as Kether, is the topmost of the Sephirot of the Tree of Life in Kabbalah. Since its meaning is "crown", it is interpreted as both the "topmost" of the Sephirot and the "regal crown" of the Sephirot. It is between Chokmah and Binah (with Chokmah on the right and Binah in the left) and it sits above Tiphereth. It is usually given three paths, to Chokmah, Tiphereth, and Binah.
Keter is so sublime, it is called in the Zohar "the most hidden of all hidden things", and is completely incomprehensible to man. It is also described as absolute compassion, and Rabbi Moshe Cordovero describes it as the source of the 13 Supernal Attributes of Mercy.
Where to begin.
You modern reader know where to start reading, not at the beginning, this is where nonlinear reading begins, the nonlinear narrative started decades ago, when i had just five, six years of being human and that life ended. Yes, other/Other peoples dream scan ruin your life.
An end.
KngdmfShamballa Gabriel Xiloj
I don't look like Harry Dresden, my life has the trimmings and craziness of a Dresden novel.
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My looks like a 'Dresden chronicle' at the moment, if hadn't kept the Magickals at armslength i would have known what was in store
When at Lowlands Festival Chuck Palahniuk told me to get an agent, i am such a cheapskate, does not fit in my wallet
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KingCrow and the bored say that its not a sign of weakness, that is one point where we differ in agreement
Magickal combat is still disgusting to me, although i lowered my standarts and fight back now
KingCrow and the bored say this is a good time to test my weapons and fighting skills
None of my books have ever been published, only posted on some sites, see my twitterfeed Gabriel Blue Melchizedek
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Very funny, one group terms my books to be new age popular qoutes and otyhers term them to be too intellectual
An Other story kingdom-of-shamballa.tumblr.com/post/979604223…
I could get very comfortable with fighting and turn human again and be the asshole and bastard they are asking for
I nnever ever fought in my life, never even have to use my fists, they tell me after the bid is settled it will cool down, i hope so
the now and recapitualtion of the recent past costs me a lot of energy, never been more certain of myself as now
I have sacrificed a lot to get to this place of being, i am done with sacrificing more of me to make the humans feel secure
I watch tv because i enjoy it, it relaxes me, there is not much i enjoy in tv, they won't take that last pleasure from me
Healer turned hardass, it took only two months to get me fighting dirty, the humans win
The bored = Board of Toltek Foundation
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Asked to take on the role, the bid for power, not really worried about consequences, the 'bored' are behind me 100%
Sick of not living while everybody acts their life story and i am hiding, affraid of hurting others by being myself, overly responsible
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Have tried to be a saint for most of my life, knowing where I is was going and what it would lead to
I am already overly carefull, knowing what this light frequency and its added qualities mean, responsability !!!
High frequency equals unrest to others, walking on my toes for the rest of my life to spare others feelings !?.......NO
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The effects of a high light frequency, what if we can't control it, should we turn away from society
kingdom-of-shamballa.tumblr.com/post/890675646… An Other book story/chapter for your enjoyment
'christ consciousness is love' also dancing on the airwaves where ever i go, growling and showing teeth seems to work.
can't you feel my love !?
I might feel at home in the skin i have been downloaded in for once, as in Blue Oyster Cult song, the battles' over, war has ended..........
Is the battle for being myself over ?...........at last !, it would be nice, peace of mind, less shit shoveling and doing my favorite work
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Start riffing, walking home from work and my name echoes from everywhere, i feel grounded and going somewhere at last
KngdmfShamballa Gabriel Xiloj
I posted 2 photos on Facebook in the album "September 2, 2011"hyves.nl/externalRedire…
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Decades of considering the feelings of humans have ended, now i'll be an asshole and a bastard as every human is in life
people being funny again, now being an asshole and a bastard and not think twice about it, yes thats new for me.
Humiliation +The Symbol => Murder, i don't mind, i'll enjoy myself where ever i live.
Talking about BUNRAKU inprevious tweet goo.gl/fb/ru1dp
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Very strange and interesting film/movie, saw a trailer, very Otherworldly and mysterious, bit crazy and looking very good.
. I don’t believe discipline equals creativity.” Bret Easton Ellis
write for seven hours every day might be wasting those seven hours if he’s not in the mood and doesn’t feel the juice. ....Bret Easton Ellis
“I’m not a big believer in disciplined writers. What does discipline mean? The writer who forces himself to sit down and.. Bret Easton Ellis
Gen 1:3 - "And Elohim said, 'Let there be Light.' and there was Light." (Kether)
A beginning.
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“Live a good life. If there are gods and they are just, then they will not care how devout you have been, but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by. If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them. If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life that will live on in the memories of your loved ones.”
Marcus Aurelius
1.2.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #2 ; Chochmah (the highest potential of thought) Right brain, Brain.
First unbounded flash of an idea before it takes on limitations/male light/Divine Reality/first revelation/creation from nothingness. Chokhmah ("Wisdom"; חכמה) (or chochmah or hokhmah) in the Kabbalah of Judaism, is the uppermost of the Sephirot of the right line (kav yamin which is also the "Pillar of Mercy"). It is derived from the Hebrew word chokhmah (חכמה) which means "wisdom". It is to the bottom right of Keter, and with Binahacross it. Under it are the sephirot of Chesed and Netzach. It commonly has four paths going to Keter, Binah, Tifereth, and Chesed. In Jewish mysticism, it denotes the first intermediate step between Keter and the rest of the sephiroth, forwarding and channelling Or Ein sof through the rest of the sephiroth.
Another beginning.
You modern reader know where to start reading, not at the beginning, this is where nonlinear reading begins, the nonlinear narrative started decades ago. Turning reality in to fiction. This might be postmodern narrative at work.
An end.
The lords of this universe wear suits, i am sorry, i am not that comfortable in a suit, will you forgive my casual attire
It is a jungle out here in the human realm, i have seen it for what is and now am able to live with that, that means jungle rules too
Casa de los Viejos was my building site, i undid myself of some humanskin and started creating my new house
You reader must be thinking, what is he doing, i am writing a narrative, chapter of my 'Other' book here
I used to think it was only the way of the Mexicans, but the western traditions work in the same way, more push for me
The POWER, is the intent of generations of practitioners giving energy and critical mass to the work i am doing according to tradition
I am an Artist, i think that is the sum of all things i do to create an orifice/edifice and doing so enjoy life or what is left of that
I write worlds and doings, i write my orifice/edifice, creating feng sui that will create a cash flow and helps my creative doings
That is the bid for power bit, at work, building a big or small orifice/edifice in the world, depends on what the player/actor wants to do
Everybody builds his/her own orifice/edifice in the world, a way of living, way that makes him/her happy
Nowadays i am a very good writer, taught myself to write/walk in any landscape/world and started building
I started writing in my teens, i was called mapping, i called it my literary diary, i became a decent writer
The elders on the frontier encouraged new thinking and doings, not being prisoner to other/Other narratives
while going forward taught myself a new way of looking at the world(s) and the tools i used to empower myself on that new frontier
every step is a new frontier to pass and i keep entering new worlds, thank god there are Others out there
Looking back, the not knowing was preferable to what i know now, it is like being out there in the universe
I was swallowed whole by that world, the Mythical Zone and ther was no way back, there was nothing to go back to
I was a top player because my involvement was never conscious, it became conscious decades later and then it was too late
An actor in the 'Theatre of the Real', that is what the mexicans called the human world, i was a top player
I had my fun in a way, it was mostly intelectually and the rest was an act, i had become a good actor in those days
This happened decades later, when most of the fun time of being a young human had passed
The next generation Mexicans told me they were all culled very young from the human herd
From childlike innocense to knowing too much and being overwhelmed and lost to the humanrace forever
One dreaming and my life was FUBAR, not that i knew, i was just, a head full of beautifull ideas and nobody to share them with
Never was really comfortable just being human, was human for a few years, then the mexicans came
It says that my whole life plays out in the Mythical zone and in the human world i am just a nobody
Ofcourse i forget; Harry Dresden, Corto Maltese and Rork, i have some strange friends, that must say something about me
making/made some new friends who are in the same business; King Mob, John Constantine, Shadow, John Gentle, Good man Fletcher, etc.
Gabriel Xiloj has become a fighter, freedomfighter, never thought to be more than a journalist/writer/observer of the Apocalyps
Gabriel Xiloj and King Mob worked together again, saved humanity from itself once again.
It will be a few fucked up days again Shamballa download and recapitulation, so everybody is warned, no sense of 'Yuma' this week
I might be breaking new ground here, according to a friend, with the magick thing
Its cool now, everybody's in to magick these days, my favorite writers, actors, directors, etc. here nobody talks about it
I feel a duality about magick, i hate magical combat but have always been interested in the different energies and what they do (light)body
Magick Central = Transdimensional Midway station, who am i, walking around in all those worlds and understanding them !?
Hardcore recapitulation, auntie Flor never told me it would be this tough and i never thought i would end up here at Magick Central.
What does it all mean, from nobody to pawn, going through the whole enochian chess set to be what !? Anybody ? an answer, if there is one.
Gen 1:6 - "And Elohim said, 'Let there be a firmament in the midst of the Waters, and let it divide the Waters from the Waters." (Chockmah)
A beginning.
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Never do anything against conscience even For the most part we humans live with the false impression of security and a feeling of being at home in a seemingly trustworthy physical and human environment. But when the expected course of everyday life is interrupted, we are like shipwrecked people on a miserable plank in the open sea, having forgotten where they came from and not knowing whither they are drifting. But once we fully accept this, life becomes easier and there is no longer any disappointment.
Albert Einstein
1.3. The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #3; Binah (the understanding of the potential) Left brain, Heart.
The infinite flash of Chochmah brought into the vessel of understanding to give it grasp of breadth and depth/feminine vessel that gives birth to the emotions/reason/understanding brings teshuva return to God. Binah, (meaning "Understanding"; בינה), in the Kabbalah of Judaism, is the second intellectual Sephirah on the tree of life. It sits on the level below Keter (in the formulations that include that Sephirah), across from Chokmah and directly above Gevurah. It is usually given four paths: to Keter, Chockmah, Gevurah, and Tiphereth (some Kabbalists place a path from Binah to Chesed as well.) In an anthropomorphic visualization, it may be alternatively related to the "lefteye", "left hemisphere of the brain" or the "heart."
Intro.
You modern reader know where to start reading, not at the beginning, this is where nonlinear reading begins, the nonlinear narrative started decades ago. Turning reality in to fiction. This might be postmodern narrative at work.
A beginning.
Recapitulation again, Shamballa energy downloads, all kinds of energies raining down on me
Feelings of anger and cannot place, feelings of enormous sadness i cannot place, sore muscles and being tired
Getting in to contact with people i did not know i could contact, mind to mind contact is getting easier
Thinking about magick, all the books i studied from Levi big yellow ritual and practice, The lesser keys of Solomon, Picatrix, Petit Albert,
Ars Arbatel, Ars Armadel, magick without tears, the book of the Law, Nag Hammadi Library, H.P. Lovecraft, A. Maachen, Voice and the vision
I never ever met anyone face to face and talked about sorcery and magic, this now comes to mind, strange or not so very much
Then, in that place in my eyes everything went to bits, everything was lost, everything lost its meaning, just things to do
I painted, i wrote, tried to start a business, money had to come in, no money earned but kept studying and traveling the World.
The whole world crashing in on me, people prying in my mind and fighting me, me trying to keep going, smiling and dying inside.
Music, movies, books and art, the things that make my life fun to live, are the things that give me some 'joy', not much else.
Gen 1:9 - "And Elohim said, 'Let the Waters under the heaven be gathered together unto one place, and let the dry land appear.' And it was so." (Binah)
An end.
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2.0.North. Remez (lit. "hint[s]"): the allegoric meanings (through allusion).
“I’m actually glad to live in a society that expects me to be a fuck-up. That way I never have to act like a real grown-up.”
Julia Wertz, Drinking at the Movies
Da'at or Daas ("Knowledge", Hebrew: דעת [ˈdaʕaθ]) in Jewish mysticism, called Kabbalah, is the location (the mystical state) where all ten sephirot in theTree of Life are united as one.
In Daat, all sefirot exist in their perfected state of infinite sharing. The three sephirot of the left column that would receive and conceal the Divine Light, instead share and reveal it. Since all sephirot radiate infinite self-giving Divine Light, it is no longer possible to distinguish one sefira from another. Thus they are one. Central state of unity of the 10 Sephirot, also called the Tree of Life. Da'at is not always depicted in representations of the Sefirot, and could in a sense be considered an "empty slot" into which the gem of any other sefirot can be placed. Properly, the Divine Light is always shining, but not all humans can see it. The concealment or revelation of the Divine Light shining through Daat does not actually happen in Daat itself. It only seems that way from the human perspective within Malkuth. The perception of change can only occur in Malkuth. Humans who become self-giving like the Light become able to see it, and for them the benefits of Daat's Light seem "revealed". However, humans who remain selfish cannot see it, and for them its benefits seem "hidden".
Another introduction.
You modern reader know where to start reading, not at the beginning, this is where nonlinear reading begins, the nonlinear narrative started decades ago. Turning reality in to fiction. This might be postmodern narrative at work.
Yesterday been thinking about parallel worlds again, it has been a while that i studied that business, the mix of all kinds of stuff like...
Ongs hat, Quantum physics, sufis, magick, dreaming, past and future, interesting stuff happening, putting all information in perspective
New friends telling me about narrative, like somewhere in myself i want humans to understand my narrative by being linear in storytelling
The crazy thing is some believe my story is.........the chicken and the egg conundrum, who was first, did i kickstart or did someone else
kickstart my narrative, story, to me being a god in some eyes and saint to Others, thats the magickal side of things, as i read them
Then i see the NOW= NO-TIME, which is being in transdimensional midway station or even better being it yourself
It means stepping out of time, being abe to go anywhere in time and space, no transdimensional egg necessary or sexual partner
In the beginning some symbols might help, repetitive music and a proces of reprogramming your body and mind into transdimensional being
The transdiemsnional being as an action, knowing and accepting that past-present and future are allheree at the same time, we are just pro-
grammed to follow the linear time line, like our ancestors have done for thousands of years, accept that we are like quantum particles
every (human) being is a particle entangled with its lightghost, our body and its lightbody untill death really makes us part
Forgive me the bad writing at this moment, thinking fast and writing fast now.
because of shamballa downloads, been surfung the net, checking clues, it might be that i have been part of the .:A.:A for ten years
back then Others ent me clues once in a while, most got lost in my subconscious again, its a good place, keeps me out of trouble
The last bit is not really true, i always get in to trouble, not for what i do but for what i do not do, i take my time to get it right
I did not spent much time with the magickals/Others, i like to find all the things i study myself, master of my own program
people are still trying to turn me in to a murderer,if the spell is not taken away they will turn me in a murderer,in jail i can freely work
This is the reason i don't work with others, i don't want to be helped, they poison my mind with their garbage
(After a nights sleep the narrative continues.)
The anger of the last two posts is dark forces/qlippoth pushing to the edge & making me show my shadow
Another chapter in the 'Other' book; kingdom-of-shamballa.tumblr.com/post/995304866… (see; On the trans/interdimensional borders of the known.)
Gen 1:11 - "And Elohim said, 'Let the Earth bring forth grass, the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after his kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth.' And it was so." (Chesed)
An end.
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“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.”
Chuck Palahniuk
2.1.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #5 Chesed (sometimes referred to as Gedolah-greatness) (loving-kindness) Right arm, 10 fingers included.
Chesed (or Hesed, Heb. חסד) is the Hebrew word for "kindness." It is also commonly translated as "loving-kindness," or "love." Chesed is a central Jewish value, and leads to many particular commandments (mitzvot). Chesed is central to Jewish ethics and Jewish theology. Many Jewish thinkers view chesed as the primary virtue, and Kabbalists also view Chesed as a name of God and as one of the sephirot. Loving grace of free giving/love of God/inspiring vision.
Introduction to a ‘Kingdom’.
From the top and down, yes, a more linear narrative, for the humans and fresh Others who have to get used to the nonlinear lifestyle of the ‘Others’. Here also the addagio; reality is stranger than fiction. What is fiction anyway, every story real or made up is just fiction, it depends on the one telling it, if its accepted as fiction or nonfiction.
Another day of energetic craziness, now 1800 approx. some old poison bubbling up, surprised i let it flow, i agree with most of it so.......
i started with some demonic energies changing into more light ones and then in the afternoon back to some lighter demonic energies
because of my Shamballa initiation i am totally immune against these energies, i always look what book they conjured them from
I name the book and the spell, the surprise on the other end of the line is very funny, then turn on the mirror and then its over
These are memories, for those who perplexedly are reading this, what kind of person, is he a person or is this a novel being written under
my eyes, this is tweeting unbelievable or...........is it, it is important to have a sense of 'Yuma' as some G/Churman friends say
G/Chu/erman friends, people from Germany who were in to some heinous stuff, but they were inspite of their crazy filosophy
two months ago i was writing chapters/blogs about my Shamballa cleansing downloads and suddenly i was being terrorized, gues who !!!!!!!
My G/Chu/erman friends with their heinous filosophy, now i have been insulated by Shamballa and my municipality and it goes well
My heinous friends did not want it to get known what immense assholes and bastrads they had been and made writing impossible
bastrads = bastards, you get the drift, with the insulation working i restarted writing, even when they were on my case i kept writing
I just had to retranslate the ideas in to some symbolism to get the message across, yes i have become adept at writing or better Magus (Pun)
Now i understand what it means to be the Harlequino, Joker, the ultimate altruist in a world of egomaniacs only thinking about themselves
back then i was only focused on learning anything there was to know about illumination, i kept myself blind for the monsters around me
As a wise man said; sometimes we keep company with the depraved to get to our own goal, kick ass later (last bit inserted now)
i was never a kick ass kinda guy, the last two/three months made me so and i can live with that, it is satisfying to strike back
It was the end of my perfect record, too bad but the magickals & establishment were suddenly there and backed me up
Strange how the human world turned around for me, doors opened that i never thought would open, my dream could be happening soon
My whole life turned to dust in the past 8 yrs and now suddenly there is air to breathe, hands stretched to shake and opportunities
Because of Shamballa my mind seems to be all over the place, touching here, touching there, i am courteous.....always, no reason to offend
When there are no Shamballa downloads, my mind is easily controlled and i do not end up in someone elses mindspace, never intentional anyway
By the way, those G/Chu/erman friends were NAZI's, yes for real, hard to believe but the Agharthan frequency is still alive,see 'Other' book
'they have called me the 'cook', not as in crazy but because i could turn anything in to anything, a bashing turned in to selfmutilation
With bashing i mean, someone trying to be a smartass and then being smartassed back while i was cooking my dinner
What to say about magick/sorcery.........i don't know, i do not really think about it, when i do IT.
back to the Green point, being a nahual, they said do it, there is not much to it, i said no, my head is big enough or i'll walk beside my
shoes (dutch saying about egomania and arrogance) No chance for that hapening to you they said, 'You have no ego !'.
Yes, obviously i fell silent after that...thinking about, i kept saying no for a few years and...The time is near, to cut the final curtain
that is a bit 'My way' ofcourse, i only steal from others/Others when it makes sense in my own narrative, its a life long thing of mine
using Other/other peoples words and phrases to discover things happening in my own narrative, many have inspired me this way, see my books
I'll finish this chapter for today, have to work one day, narrative will continue saturday evening/night, bye.
An end.
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3.0.East. Derash (from Heb. darash: "inquire" or "seek"): midrashic (Rabbinic) meanings, often with imaginative comparisons with similar words or verses.
The important thing is not to stop questioning; curiosity has its own reason for existing. One cannot help but be in awe when contemplating the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality. It is enough if one tries merely to comprehend a little of the mystery every day. The important thing is not to stop questioning; never lose a holy curiosity.
Albert Einstein
3.1.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #6 Gevurah (sometimes referred to as Din-justice or Pachad-fear) (severity/strength) Left arm, 10 fingers included.
Gevurah ("Severity"; גבורה), (also incorrectly as) Gebrah or Geburah and Din ("Judgment") in the Kabbalah of Judaism is the fifth of the Sephirot of the tree of life, and it is the second of the emotive attributes of the Sephirot. It sits below Binah, across from Chesed, and above Hod. It commonly has four paths leading to Binah, Chesed, Tiphereth, and Hod (although some Kabbalists draw a path from Gevurah to Hokhmah).
Gevurah is known as "restraint", "strength”, "judgment", "power", and "concealment". It's usually "strength" or "power" and "judgment" when using the name din (which means "judgment" in Hebrew).
In the Bahir it is written "And who are the Officers? We learned that there are three. Strength (Gevurah) Is the Officer of all the Holy Forms to the left of the Blessed Holy One. He is Gabriel." Strength/judgment/intention/withholding/awe of God.
The ‘Yuma’ and its consequences.
From the top and down, yes, another more linear narrative, for the humans and fresh Others who have to get used to the nonlinear life and thinking of the ‘Others’. Here also the addagio; reality is stranger than fiction. What is fiction anyway, every story real or made up is just fiction, it depends on the one telling it, if its accepted as fiction or nonfiction. The storyteller is the conjuror of the real or unreal, also the gullability or impressionability of the listeners is a factor. Others are the toughest crowd to convince, but have the better sense of ‘Yuma’. (I will explain sense of ‘Yuma’ later.)
@indywoodFILMS Hi i am passionate indepent artist, writer, etc. abusing twitter to also make my dream come true
Recapping, remembering people being shit to me while cleansing myself of the shit of the past uptill then, whooof, the anger...justified !?
i wanted to stop writing, had to answer a tweet, then could not fight the urge and started writing again, so much happening
everyday i am surprised by the power of my own awareness, what it does to others/Others, i surprise others/Others by gifting them something
i gift anyone in trouble because of my awareness some light to lessen the burden, make them at ease to do their job, it works everytime
For years i felt bad about the effect of my awareness on others, i knew my light was very bright, could not adjust it, it went bright again
this year, the last few months i decided to stop worrying about that guilt and just be me and be honest and civil to all i bumped in to
My three inspirational characters are Isaac Luria, Giordano Bruno and Ignacio de Loyola, the gave me the gifts that formed me or true me
These former three gentlemen inspired me most while i was transforming myself in to the artist i am now.
I was already deep in to the journey to where i am now when in i found them but they helped me to crystalize and define some ideas
in my books i wrote about my experiences and hypotheses about awareness, reality and the human realm.
Again i am sorry for the bad spelling, my mind was faster than my hands, it happens sometimes, hope i'll find good editor in the future
Can't wait to make the dream, my dream come true, even when the way of doing it is a bit unconventional/unorthodoxe, love those words
unconventional/unorthodoxe are two words that have been following me around the last 15yrs, my nature, doing it my way, against all odds
Tonight i was given an insight or an idea, about a line of philosofy ending, IT finding its successor while the old ways were being buried
Yes i am a bit, a tad cryptic, i am just very carefull with some information, people wanting something to be true, does not make it so
I have been hit over the head for more cryptic bits i defined in my writings, this ones'a bit heavy, so i am carefull
I am reminded of the two me's, the one of the day and the one who i am in the dreaming, if it goes as planned, i can be totally me
people ask me, why stay in Winschoten/Oldambt !?, because its rural, peacefull and relaxed, lived here all my life
Wanted to get away in the past, now, these days it is inspiring and truly home for me, the whole province Groningen
Brewing and stewing on new ideas for stories about this place, inspired by Alan Moore and history of this neglected piece of the Netherlands
Now i have to go to sleep, have to work tomorrow, one day no twittering, write on paper, love that a lot too, ink on paper is beautifull.
Gen 1:14-15 - "And Elohim said, 'Let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years: And let them be for lights in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth.' And it was so." (Gevurah)
An end.
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“I am you. You are me. You are the waves. I am the sea. Know this and be free, be divine.”
Sri Sathya Sai Baba
3.2.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #7 Rachamim also known as Tiphereth (mercy) Torso, Front Pnimiut-Internality, Back Hitzoniut-Externality.
Tiferet ("Adornment", Hebrew: תפארת [tiˈfeʔʁeθ]) or Tifaret, Tifereth, Tyfereth, Tiphereth is the sixth sefira in the Tree of Life in Kabbalah, which is the spirituality of Rabbinic Judaism. It has the common association of "Spirituality", "Balance", "Integration", "Beauty", "Miracles", "Compassion", and "Masculinity". Symmetry/balance between Chesed and Gevurah in compassion.
The seventh introduction, also a crown of snakes.
From the top and down, yes, another other more linear narrative, for the humans and fresh Others who have to get used to the nonlinear life and thinking of the ‘Others’. ‘Others’ are the toughest crowd to convince, but have the better sense of ‘Yuma’. (I will explain sense of ‘Yuma’ later.) This narrative is about magick, being and those who use & abuse others because their own lack of selfconfidence and fear. The core of this chapter is about herdmentality.
A beginning.
Got advice today, less high standards, to be as schizophrenic as everybody else, i mean the humans.
Throw away my top rate education at the Invisible College and be a dick like every human being !?.......no, i can't
Decades i have been traveling the world in dreaming, talk with right people, make some connections not only in the western quarter
The western quarter is the western world, yes, i deem them boring and msotly egomaniacs, my experience has proven it too
But now, all grown up, wise, on top of the mountain, in tathered clothes i return to the egomaniacs of the west, gotta deal with those close
Its hard for me, i am not an egomaniac, the voice says i am a egoless maniac, a female, bite her in the ass(bite), i did.
Now making myself ready to visit my old home town, re-christened 'Old Furrows', it will surface in this book or the next one, don't know yet
The day after, guitar riff, one high pitched and one low pitched, A visit to Old Furrows, a sight that gave me sore eyes
A market along the canal on which Old Furrows lies, a town, hamlet, keeping up appearances, youth draining/running away
Got a stack of books from the old library for a few bucks, walked the canal, visited family who saw the same as me, the grey
The Grey keeping up appearances, more old people than young, walking along the canal, that was a sewage some 20 yrs ago
The faces i knew are mostly gone, only the feeble white light of the Grey keeping up appearances, it is dying inside
Like all little towns, the youth run when they can or have the brains for it, still it gives me a good feeling seeing my old hometown
The people who didn't help me when my journey began, left me hanging when i grew up, the spirit of the town is sad
I knew it to be wild, raw, alive, that were the 70s and 80s, nobody thought ahead, too busy keeping up appearances
Keeping the show on the road, western society is a bit PT Barnum (&Baileys) if you look at it in a different light, the awareness..saddening
Western Society is a circus, the only movements it makes are monetary concerns and status quo, keeping the 'performers' happy
The performers are ofcourse the populace of the circus, who also perform the duty of being spectators, thats the carouselle of life
My sad little hometown, i moved away 5kms/3mls or so, still feel for that little speck of mud, now withering away, dying off
Now being able to settle, the dust settling after ten yrs of becoming, i see a picture appearing, people jsut being chesspieces
Some of the chesspieces becoming aware & becoming more kickass then they intended those chesspieces to be
I had a friend in the .:G.:D once who told and taught me Enochian chess, it blew my mind, especially because i saw the reality behind it
I don't have an exact or scientific mind, learning about all the pieces and their moves it gave me an insight in the big game
Every world, mindspace, place is a chessboard, it has a few levels, according to some some sources four, others five
It depends on who you talk to, the old garde or 'The Grey' has many problems with the new powers on the streets
The old garde or The Grey like to pretend they are still in control, the Enochian chessgame has eaten them whole
As i wrote in my books, when something gets momentum, gets critical mass it cannot be stopped, if a power gets momentum.....................
A power can be a person, a group, an idea, anything a lot of people believe in, some like to believe i turned in to a power
The bored, King Crow and Xenia, my partners, are looking on in amazement, the one they overlooked for decades is taking the stage
What would Hugo Pratt, The master, say if he saw me now writing the modern narrative of power, he was already amazed and dazzled
When i turned up at his door, in Italy and Argentina, i was his Guiseppe Bergmann & maybe a little Corto in the mix too
I scared Clive Barker, feel sorry 'bout that, brought a smile to Alan, Neil, Grant & Warrens faces, i just follow the waves of probability
Even the waves of improbability, i surf anything that is interesting or a good learning experience and be naked about it
Being naked means talking about my earning expereinces without holding back, i don't feel that anybody can hurt me, so i talk & teach
The last four have/had seen me on the horizon, Michael Tsarion too, although he is a bit sceptical, just like me, scepticism is good
Alan the oldest, told me that being 'Artist' like the old ones is hard, society has no place or understanding for this kind of being
It has been my mission to make a place for these beings, we have been part of the show for centuries and will be as there are humans
Growing up it was just about illumination, but now they made me a power i will have to play the same game 'The Grey' are playing
Only i will build on the alternative circuit, it is more adaptable and flexible as the old circuit, from digital to quantum, the new wave
My first two/three books are just the basics of understanding the game and this universe of the humans, two in dutch, one in english
There is also the poetry book on Scrib...., the name of the site lost at this second, trying to built the fundamentals in prose
The only thing that bothers me is that i have to throw my weight around because 'The Grey' are affraid of me
I had a perfect record for decades, 'The Grey'thought is was just a nutter, the nutter has become the power & they can't controll it
I did not choose this position or even want it, i have been pushed here, used & abused by 'The Grey' and now have to do what is logical
Become the power and use & abuse them as they abuse humans, i might even create a better place under the sun here in the Netherlands
If people ask me what i am about, i say; I want be to be civil with eachother & treat eachother with respect if they don't i will make them'
I have always been overly responsable, being aware of my powers, now i will be responsable and make those words below ring true
I will pound on baddie doors, right wrongs, set straight the undisciplined & the egomaniacs to keep my area clean & prosperous
I will not care who the wrongdoers are, i will act as i have done before, now totally behind it & believing in it
So if you're smart, keep to the rules of civillity & respect or be set straight in a way you will not like, you know who i mean !!!
The Grey like to make examples out of those who scare them, now i have to make examples out of them; to behave, to be civil & respectfull
You ask why i write this, Old Furrows has been very inspiring, thats clue enough for you i think.
I was just an 'Artist' minding his own business but The Grey had to throw their weight around, i'll have to keep doing so
If there is no reliable sherif in town, someone reliable and neutral has to take the position and be the law in that area, Okido 25
Fear makes people do stupid things, a better education would not make them act as asses, 'can you dig it !!!!!'
This is meant for The Grey ofcourse, other parties of the realm do not have to worry about a thing, let that be said
I can hear the theme from 'Shaft' now, i throw their star back on the table and be a law & power in my own way
Me in my altruistic form declared to be an upholder of the law of their realm, they kept harassing me, i will just be me now, kicking ass
Ending up in my story, my narrative can be beneficial for those who don't fight, those who fight !?..............are in for a rough ride !!!
Still theme from 'Shaft', CAN YOU DIG IT !!!!!, there is a lot of fighting going on in my area, my Kingdom
I was such a nice guy, never fought, never got my hands dirty, now Greys, see what you make do, you your assess everyday, was not my choice
The Greys taught me everything about arrogance and egomania, making the choice very easy, never sign up with them
Once in a while i get tempted but outside THE FIRM/THE CLUB i can do better work & be appreciated too and not used & abused
Even when you help THE FIRM/THE CLUB-memebers, they keep fighting you, so never trust a THE FIRM/THE CLUB-member, they lie always
Forgive me my bad grammar, i am writing faster than my hands can handle at the moment
THE FIRM/THE CLUB considers everyone who is not a member as someone they can toy with, they don't play fair only when they are scared
Writing is a kind of guerilla warfare, Hakim bey told me something about that, 20 yrs ago, Is the Kingdom a TAZ !?
TAZ; Temporary Autonomous Zone, it only is when you play by my rules !, civillity and respect towards others, in human or Other form
They have even been victimizing my godchildren because i have become a power, that is so sick, they are in their teens
I just wanted to teach humans about spirituality, never wanted to become a power but i will take it up just as i picked up every other job
Only now the human clientele will put their money where there mouth is, i expect to be paid for my work from now on
My allies tell me, The Kingdom is forming, stuff is happening, light & changes, reshuffling the deck as my .:G.:D friends say
The perfect warrior has become warlord with the the St. Gabriels Cross in his hands, spirituality/illumination is my foundingstone.
Gen 1:20 - "And Elohim said, 'Let the waters bring forth abundantly the moving creature that hath life, and fowl that may fly above the earth in the open firmament of heaven.'" (Tiphareth)
An end.
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4.0.South. Sod (lit. "secret" or "mystery"): the inner, esoteric (metaphysical) meanings, expressed in kabbalah.
If you're using half your concentration to look normal, then you're only half paying attention to whatever else you're doing.
X-men : First class
4.1.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #8 Netzach (victory/eternity) Right leg, 10 toes included, Right kidney.
Netzach (Hebrew: נצח, "victory") is the seventh Sephirot in the Kabbalah, located beneath Chesed, at the base of the "Pillar of Mercy". Netzach is "Perpetuity", "Victory".
Introduction number eight, the number is about completeness.
From the top and down, yes, another other more linear narrative, ‘Others’ are the toughest crowd to convince, but have the better sense of ‘Yuma’. (I will explain sense of ‘Yuma’ later.)
At last, sense of ‘Yuma’ will be explained in this chapter and some other choices and stands will be taken to improve the situation on this building site. The workers were a bit unruly because of the humans on the fringe of this site. The workers usually go along with everything but outsiders poisoned the buildingsite and the workers got angry and confused.
A beginning.
The 'Other' book is doing very well, writing wise, the Tweet Chapters are smoking !, all happenings make me think of next step
Having a; sense of Yuma means European scientific shamans keeping a good sense of humor inspite of Club involvement.
A G/Chu/erman friend said that years ago, i did not understand her that second, sight of Yuma new mexico and then she stressed, aah yes.
there is still a story hidden behind 'Yuma' ofcourse but the Club is on my case so writing is difficult at the moment.
The Club were in the old days the FreeThinkers/Alternatives, but the progress of society and the power of the Church made them Power up
Magic was a means of controlling people and controlling the people of the Church, the dark ages was the place of birth of modern masonry
All empires built after the Roman Empire were partly built of magic and the control of people with magick
The first power rising from the rubble of the Dark Ages was the Church,they already gathered all magick they could to gain spiritual control
The Church used magick to work the minds of all those they considerd being part of their religious realm
The Church initiated the humans who had worldly power and then the guilds followed, the guilds became the guild of masonry
The Guild of Masonry is the 'heinous' Club i am referring to in my writings, the Old World Order, Adam Weishaupt wept
23 reasons to let the 'Club' disintegrate by itself, they don't need any, they are creative enough to do it without any reasoning behind it
This morning thinking about Saint Anton, Schrodingerscat fame, Illuminati fame, he is an inspiration, has been for ten years,yes latebloomer
Could he, Saint Anton, have been a bad ass like i am being now, with his kind of 'Yuma' !? I wonder or wondah as Flindah would say
they say i am 'trumping' everybody at this moment, do i want to be a 'trump', what does it & will it mean !?
'Flindah' is my godchild, just as areference to everyone wondering what i am magicking about.
What does it & will it mean !?, from the Gabriel Blue Melchizedek stage moving to the Gabriel Xiloj stage.
I learned from several teachers never to stop fighting, being nice is seen as a sign of weakness, i have been weak & mercifull in the past
Experience has shown that when you are mercifull they keep on fighting, so keep up the fight untill the enemy is silent.
I received many wounds by being mercifull another trait i have to let go to fit in the human realm, there is no other/Other way.
Alltruism has to go or humans keep using my talents for their own good & i'll never see payment for it
Lets see, what more is there.............ego has to be recreated, every human has one, i'll build a new one to suit my purpose.
Hmmm, what more, befriend as much known magicians in the human realm as possible and see how they live in this realm.
I scorned magick for a long time & the circles i embrace it all now, it is better/good sense to do it, humans abuse it too
What more to do, don't treat everyone as equals especially Club-members because they should know better
Everyone who is not a Club-member will be treated as an equal because the can't see the big picture & should be protected & helped
Sorry for the bad grammar again, writing too fast, when writing it goes fast & with purpose, pure intent rushing to the goal
NOW=NO-TIME, all is gathered here in this place, it is the center of a universe, here worlds meet, dreams crushed & created
An end for this chapter, a good one, tying up all loose ends of a verse that I did not even create myself, human heads and the garbage inside them can be very confusing when you are silently minding your own business. Humans construe even minding your own business as meddling in theirs, that can be confusing, more for them than for me, I am very secure and accepting of my station in the verse, I just have to learn to express it and never back down. The human world is confusing, will always be confusing, that’s because they are so schizophrenic in their beings, I will learn to deal with that too, have to, one day I will, it is not really a worry, not to me anyway.
Gen 1:22 - "And Elohim Blessed them, saying, 'Be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the waters in the seas, and let fowl multiply in the earth.'" (Netzach)
True end.
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“Freedom is nothing but a chance to be better.”
Albert Camus
4.2.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #9 ; Hod (glory/splendour) Left leg, 10 toes included, Left kidney.
Hod ("Majesty"; הוד) in the Kabbalah of Judaism is the eighth sephira of the Kabbalistic tree of life. It is derived from hod הוד in the Hebrew language meaning "majesty" or "splendor" and denoting "praise" as well as "submission". Withdrawal/Surrender/sincerity.
Hod sits below Gevurah and across from Netzach in the tree of life; Yesod is to the south-east of Hod. It has four paths, which commonly lead to Gevurah,Tiphereth, Netzach, and Yesod.
All the sephirot are likened to different parts of the body, and netzach and hod are likened to the two feet of a person: right foot and left foot. Feet are usually only the means for a person's activity. While the hands are the main instrument of action, the feet bring a person to the place where he wishes to execute that action.
Hasidic Judaism's view of Hod is that it is connected with Jewish prayer. Prayer is seen as form of "submission"; Hod is explained as an analogy - that instead of "conquering" an obstacle in one's way, (which is the idea of Netzach), subduing oneself to that "obstacle" is related to the quality of Hod.
In a mystical sense, in which the Tree of Life is supposed to be a roadmap to "consciousness", Hod is where form is given by language in its widest sense, being the key to the mystery of form. (Perhaps this may be an adopting of a point of view of the psychoanalyst Jacques Lacan), our unconscious desires come from Netzach, and are given form in the symbolic realm by Hod, manifesting unconsciously through Yesod to Malkuth.
The ninth introduction, a dark number I know intimately.
From the top and down, yes, another Other more linear/unlinear narrative, ‘Others’ are the toughest crowd to convince, but have the better sense of ‘Yuma’. ‘Yuma’ has been explained, thank god, what a suspence waiting fort hat little jewel from the great Kwon/Quon. Now more jewels from the Quon/Kwon await you. New is a questionable term, they have been written down in the previous books. Trying to define all positions more clear, sharper then i did in the former books.
A beginning.
Ah yes, no more guilt, anyone in the illuminationgame & Clubmembers implicitly, do not feel guilt, they erase it from their program
Guilt has been built into our programming, when in the illumination game its magically inserted in our program with Occult Police symbolism
This is being inserted in your programming while you do spiritual work, it can be undone with hardwork, mindstuff can be rewritten
Magicks' nothing special, just kinds of energies that are used and abused to get a result, there are many books to be found on the internet.
Before the internet age you went to certain bookshops in which you could find those 'grimoires', beautifull word, old magic books fo' short
before the modern age socalled secret Magickal Orders & the Club had a monopoly on that knowledge & books
When speaking with Isaac Luria he told me that thsoe energies we call angels are just energies from a realm beyond ours
The beautifull thing about the caballistic energies is that they are a couple, the dark and the light together, like quantum entanglement
Giordano Bruno told me that other books held pure white, purely demonic or pure elemental energies all with their own purpose.
In the late dark ages the Church tried to assimilate everything they found, the white energies became angels and the others were deemed->
demonic, anything that was to strongly attached to the old religions would be classed as from the devil.
This did not mean the Church would not use them, they used all energies, just like the caballists and alchemists/artisans.
In the late 19th & 20th century this energies & knowledge was being disseminated among those who did not belong to orders or the Club.
Why this history lesson, because i am writing a book, short and fast, to be easily understood by a larger audience.
Also trying a new kind of format for writing, getting my point across & giving light & clarity in a poisoned atmosphere/human realm.
Love and sex are not the same thing, thats clear in words, but how is it in actuality, someone who overflows with love, a spiritual person
He/she mostly seems to inspire sexual thoughts in lesser minds and the spiritual person is punished for their weakness
This is a theme that is recurring in western society, non western societies are more evolved than western societies.
This is also a reason for the violence and abberant behaviour in western societies.
The reason for this is that spirituality has a place in nonwestern societies, the west is driving it out.
Would like to write a normal story again but the outside world humans always seem something to be offended with & gone is my story.
#CosmicConsciousness Our life purpose is find our innermost glory and unfold it infinite potential in space and time (Reprinted without permission.)
Gen 1:26 - "And Elohim said, 'Let us make Man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air,and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.'" (Hod)
An end.
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"America will never be destroyed from the outside.If we falter and lose our freedoms,it will be because we destroyed ourselves."
Abe Lincoln
4.3.The ‘Other’ Twitter Narrative #10 Yesod (foundation) Sexual organ, Holy covenant, Male and female partzufim.
Yesod ("foundation"; יסוד) is one of the important Kabbalistic sephirot. Connecting to the task to accomplish/wholly remembering/coherent knowledge. Yesod is the sephirah below Hod and Netzach, and above Malkuth (the kingdom). The sephirah of Yesod translates spiritual concepts into actions that unite us with God. It is often associated with the Moon, because it is the sphere which reflects the light of all the other sephirot into Malkuth, and it is associated with the sexual organs, because it is here that the higher spheres connect to the earth. It plays the role of collecting and balancing the different and opposing energies of Hod and Netzach, and also from Tiphereth above it, storing and distributing it throughout the world. It is likened to the 'engine-room' of creation. The archangel of this sphere is Gabriel, and the Cherubim is the Angelic order.
The tenth introduction, a complete world materially and mental.
From the top and down, yes, another Other more linear/unlinear narrative. Now more jewels from the Quon/Kwon await you. New is a questionable term, they have been written down in the previous books. Trying to define all positions more clear, sharper then i did in the former books. Anger, fear, love, everything humans do not know how to deal with are the themes of this chapter.
The Club is sabotaging my work again, the lack of their own education is held against me & they punish me again.
The Club pits you against friends & colleagues, family even, poison your artwork with magic anything to make your life impossible
Ten yrs humans have been pounding on me, i don't trust words only my intuition & pound back on those unknowledgable less fortunates.
They are telling me i am imagining things, their most used tactic, sharing old information to hurt me, thats the 'tell' in this case.
I will do what i need to do to live my life my way & never explainbeing as haughty, arrogant & an asshole just like any Club member
A break.
It is too easy to see dark forces only as disembodied voices, they are & have been created by humans, ideas with critical mass
Most times the dark forces are humans giving a voice to their fear, anger &frustration and trouble for you spiritual worker
I also want to tell you the infinity eight resurfaced like the dragonfly (great quantities) back in my life, what do they want to say !?
Another nice thing, started new studies, something i left for later, feeding the head of the writer-me, things looking up
One other thing irritating me next to the terror,have to change my clothes more often, they're oozing with negativity after two days lately
getting very annoying, people telling everything is going to be allright, don't need anyone to tell me that, i know !!!!!
Disembodied voices telling me what to do or what is right to do piss me of, ,y claws come out and i feel like biting someone
yes, i know piss off, off with two f's thats how pissed off i get, can you dig it !
Funny thing, bad intentions do not faze me, they didn't in Casa de los Viejos and still don't, Hu.....rrah happy birthday
Dark forces/bad intentions turn me in to a militant spiritual warrior, what that looks like, look at chapters for the 'Other' book on fire
I mean the stories, the sentences, i am not going to set that book on fire, its too good, too gripping and nothing what i intended it to be
Coming down the mountain Shamballa download, going to hate Shamballa if this goes on, it touches too much people around me, big impact
Sent some nice intent in to the world today, some will get pissed off, some will accept, i will live life like nothing ever happened
That is how i lived most of my life, having wonderfull adventures and keeping quiet about them, i have been good at keeping secrets
A nahual is number 1, in Itza Maya the word 'Hun', when he dies there is a new number one, i am hearing the word 'Hun' often.
But i am asceptical westerner, my intuition poisoned by i life in western society, need a diploma or a official declaration to accept it,
Yes, westerners are stupid, blinded & have problems with accepting the obvious, yes i am a good example of that.
Have to sleep now, two days -working- no writing on the computer, got paper & my pens, so will manage as best i can.
On (con)temporary frustration.
Writing this part of the chapter with the approval of James Curcio in using this conversation here. How great minds meet is funny and great and so we feed eachother ideas and show readers what life as a creative is like. Not always fun.
having one of those times where I think about the staggering amount of work I've done & how little it's reaped. Totally killed my motivation
Also thinking that the brevity enforced by twitter is starting to piss me off. Can't express any complete thoughts.
I don't think in 140 nuggets most of the time & could care less what a stranger had to drink. Tell me about your dreams, ideas, fantasies
You see the problem.
@agent139 Read my feed, i force my ideas thoughts & dreams in to the little window with the fire can i summon in the moment
@KngdmfShamballa I keep that for my articles & books
@KngdmfShamballa just gets frustrating sometimes- 30,000+ a month read my free web writing, 10/mo buy a book. :p
@agent139 sending in manuscripts and get nothing back, so now only writing here & there adding too new books
@agent139 At the moment i am using my twitter feed to write chapter for my current book, looks nice & satisfies for now
@agent139 Used our twitter feed cnversation in my current book, hope you don't mind, being as creative as i can be
Just had a little chat with James Curcio on work & appreciation of it, to enjoy something & making a living of it can be hard
@KngdmfShamballa use anything of mine so long as you credit ;)
@KngdmfShamballa and pick up a book sometime if you have the scratch
As for me...I'm CRESCENT FRESH
Having my morningcoffee, thinking about work and the thing i love most, writing & being creative & doing so
@agent139 Coffee & me are great friends, i will add your approval in the heading of this chapter, being very creative
In half an hour i will go to work, a papernotebook in my back, good pens, some markers for drawings & some reading to inspire me.
Was just morning greeted by a blue banana of mine, Kingcrow, who will appear in the 'Other'book i am currently writing.
Yes, every twitting twat is used in my new book, giving it the modern hitech, post industrialism meso information era feel & look.
A twat, is a word or an idea, something to add in my Grau dictionary, thats for another book.
High brow, low brow, i think i choose to be middle brow artist, 'Artist', anyone can eat it, you don't need college degree to understand it.
Gen 1:28 - "And Elohim blessed them and Elohim said to them, 'Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth.'" (Yesod)
An end.
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5.0.Center.
When you finish a work, art, article, story…….you end up in the center, the center is the finish, the goal and in my case The Kingdom. In a literal and figural way i am laying the foundation and building a kingdom, my place, a ‘Best Place’. What you have read are the laying of the foundations, raising the walls, declaring; intent, mission and purpose and the will to make it happen with every and all talents and powers i have within my command. I am that i am and can not be anything else than what i am, so deal wit hit.
Malkuth ("kingdom"; מלכות), or Shekhinah is the tenth of the sephirot in the Kabbalistic Tree of Life. Female vessel for the pregnant nurturing of the male lights of the emotional sephirot into action/becomes the Keter Will source for any subsequent lower level in Creation/accomplishment/realization of the Divine Plan. It sits at the bottom of the Tree, below Yesod. This sephirah has as a symbol the Bride which relates to the sphere of Tipheret, symbolized by the Bridegroom. Unlike the other nine sephirot, it is an attribute of God which does not emanate from God directly. Rather it emanates from God's creation—when that creation reflects and evinces God's glory from within itself. Malkuth means Kingdom. It is associated with the realm of matter/earth and relates to the physical world, the planets and the solar system. It is important not to think of this sephirah as merely "unspiritual," for even though it is the emanation furthest from the divine source, it is still on the Tree of Life. As the receiving sphere of all the other sephirot above it, Malkuth gives tangible form to the other emanations. It is like the negative node of an electrical circuit. The divine energy comes down and finds its expression in this plane, and our purpose as human beings is to bring that energy back around the circuit again and up the Tree.
Gen 1:29-30 - "And Elohim said, 'Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat. And to every beast of the earth, and to every fowl of the air, and to every thing that creepeth upon the earth, wherein there is life, I have given every green herb for meat.' And it was so." (Malkuth)
The ultimate ending of this book.
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